Kasabuta

Words & Music: Taka

日本語

はじめからそのつもりでしょ?
知ってて近づくのは得意でしょ?

ソレ以外求めないで
分かっているはずなのになぜ?

重なって、ソレ以上を欲しがったりして
古いカサブタのせいにして
痒い痛いを繰り返してもなお
傷の舐め愛の関係?
It’s not enough

何を手に入れたいワケじゃない
むしろ何が欲しいかなんてもう分かってない

冷め切って冷え切ったそんな僕に
良く効く薬が欲しいだけ

重なって、余計虚しくなったりして
それをまた誰かのせいにして
行き着くとこまで行き着いたって
なんにも残るもんなんてない

すくって落ちてく水みたいな愛情に
乾ききった何かを潤すことなんてできない
掌に残った、わずかなその温もりさえも
徐々に干上がってまた繰り返してくんだろ

剥がしてまた赤く染まってく
それでも気付かないふりしてる
過去の傷が物語ってる
でもね

重なって、ソレ以上を欲しがったりして
古いカサブタのせいにして
痒い痛いを繰り返してもなお
傷の舐め愛の関係?

重なって、余計虚しくなったりして
それをまた誰かのせいにして
行き着くとこまで行き着いたって
なんにも残るもんなんてない

It’s not enough

Abc

Hajime kara sono tsumori desho?
Shittete chikazuku no wa tokui desho?

Sore igai motomenai de
Wakatteiru hazu na no ni naze?

Kasanatte, sore ijou wo hoshigattari shite
Furui kasabuta no sei ni shite
Kayui itai wo kurikaeshitemo nao
Kizu no name ai no kankei?
It’s not enough

Nani wo te ni iretai wake janai
Mushiro nani ga hoshii ka nante mou wakattenai

Samekitte hiekitta sonna boku ni
Yoku kiku kusuri ga hoshii dake

Kasanatte, yokei munashiku nattari shite
Sore wo mata dareka no sei ni shite
Ikitsuku toko made ikitsuita tte
Nannimo nokoru mon nante nai

Sukutte ochiteku mizu mitai na aijou ni
Kawakikitta nanika wo uruosu koto nante dekinai
Tenohira ni nokotta, wazuka na sono nukumori sae mo
Jojo ni hiagatte mata kurikaeshitekun daro

Hagashite mata akaku somatteku
Sore demo kizukanai furi shiteru
Kako no kizu ga monogatatteru
Demo ne

Kasanatte, sore ijou wo hoshigattari shite
Furui kasabuta no sei ni shite
Kayui itai wo kurikaeshitemo nao
Kizu no name ai no kankei?

Kasanatte, yokei munashiku nattari shite
Sore wo mata dareka no sei ni shite
Ikitsuku toko made ikitsuita tte
Nannimo nokoru mon nante nai

It’s not enough

English

That’s what you intended from the beginning, isn’t it?
Getting close while in the know is what you’re good at, isn’t it?

Don’t wish for something other than that
I should know that already, yet why?

It accumulates, I desire more than that
and blame it on old scabs
Yet even though the itch and pain repeat,
our relationship is one where we lick each other’s wounds?
It’s not enough

It’s not that I want to obtain something
Rather, I no longer know what it is I want

I just want medicine that is effective on
someone like me who has become completely cold

It piles up, I become exceedingly empty
and once again put the blame for that on someone
Even if I’ve arrived at my destination
nothing remains at all

Resembling water that has been scooped up and trickles down, the affection
has completely dried out and can’t moisten anything
Even what little is left of that warmth in my palm
gradually dries up and things will probably be repeated again

I peel it off and it stains red once again
Even so, I’m pretending not to notice
The wounds of my past are recounting
But

It piles up, I desire more than that
and blame it on old scabs
Yet even though the itch and pain repeat,
our relationship is one where we lick each other’s wounds?

It piles up, I become exceedingly empty
and once again put the blame for that on someone
Even if I’ve arrived at my destination
nothing remains at all

It’s not enough